Saturday, May 25, 2013

**New** Erotica: The House That F***ed Me



Paris, France (2006)
   
                        The House That Fucked Me



When I first saw you, I knew you were the one.


You were so very open, all lightness and bright.


I loved showing you off.

And I was inside you damn near every night.


I took care of you; 

Made sure your needs were met.


Hell, I cooked, cleaned...made sure you knew you knew you were special.

I hated being away from you for too long...and I think you knew it, too...


But you were always there.

Waiting.

Patiently....

Courtesy of MorgueFile

You were better than all the others...

My friends would come around and say as much..in your presence, even.

You were always just the right size....a perfect fit.


Snug. 


Yet, you always gave me my space.....


And knew where and when I would need it the most.


You were the only one for me.

Courtesy of MorgueFile

Then, somehow, things changed.

I got busy, but I never made enough.

I couldn't keep up with you.


And, well...YOU changed, too.

Granted, these things are bound to happen.


But I failed to notice for far too long----until it was too late.


You weren't nearly as cheerful as before.

Not nearly as snug.


However, I always blame it on myself----

I really did do the best I could.

Courtesy of MorgueFile

It just wasn't enough.


At times, you'd moan, you'd sigh...and, every now and again, you damn near fell apart.

But every day, or damn near, I would always came back to you.


Then, BAM! 


It happened right in front of me.


I thought that I would have you for forever.


But very few things are iron-clad, infinite, and guaranteed.


Yes, I looked elsewhere, every now and again; but I loved you, still.


And I still do.

I am more than ashamed to admit that I can no longer have you.


They won.

MorgueFile


And, now, I'm driven out in the cold, to start all over again.

But I don't want another you.


There is nothing I can do.

I know that someone else will take my place.

I know that I am powerless before you.


I could only hold onto you for so long.

I must resign myself to my fate.


Which is to be without. 

And to be without you.


You, to whom I gave my heart, soul, blood, tears, sweat and dreams.

You, who cradled me, swathed in your quiet strength and seemingly limitless loyalty.


Up until I had nothing left to give.


I will miss you and all the good times we have shared.

No one else will replace what we had.


Still, I must surrender and turn in my walking papers.

My heart, I bid you adieu.
Courtesy of MorgueFile


I have no other choice but to move on and start all over again.

Even if no one else will ever feel like you do.



To: The House That Jackson Built


From: Your Casanova,
Jax






                                                       ********THE END***********




"The House That Fucked Me"- Written by Sandra LONDON on Saturday, May 25th, 2013 at 1:00am


Follow The Grind

Thursday, May 23, 2013

Happy Thong Thursday With Brilliant Bits




The closest you will ever come in this life to an orderly universe is a good library.”




I would not have seen it if I had not believed it.”




My opinions may have changed, but not the fact that I am right.”



Strange as it may seem, my life is based on a true story.”




I waited and waited, and when no message came, I knew it must have been from you.”





Life may have no meaning. Or, even worse, it may have a meaning of which I strongly disapprove.”




Keep some souvenirs of your past, or how will you ever prove it wasn't all a dream?”





It is good to know that if I behave strangely enough, society will take full responsibility for me.” ;)


Feeling Brilliant,
Sandra LONDON


Follow The Grind

Monday, May 20, 2013

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

HAPPY TA-TAS TUESDAY: On Making Dough From What Ya Know

Ok. So, like, I'm re-compiling my IRL library and I stumbled over one or two of my fun, throw-back books of yore...one was 100 Ways to Make $ In Your Spare Time ....(as if!!!)

but, anyways, seeing as how I did begin to go through some of the more interesting choices during a broadcast several episodes ago, I figured, hey, why not make that into a post? 

So, I looked through it once again and came up with the top 6 things that looked cool and do-able...and the top 6 to go running, crying, and wholly absent from.

It is often fun for me to go back to my school-daze mindset of, whaddya wanna be when you grow up, and that is never that hard to do, as I don't think we humans ever really grow up...

We grow WEIRD, surely....and complicated.....and....ehh...somewhat wiser, maybe? 

But sometimes terribly, terribly short-sighted. Aren't you so happy that I have chosen to speak for all of (wo)mankind? Truly?!?! 

Anyways..

Well, I dunno...at least for me...these are things I'd do (or do MORE of) if and when I had a spare lifetime(!!!!) as well as some things that I do not ever, ever see myself as ever intentionally deciding to do...and cannot remember ever being so inclined!!!

Ahh...meanwhile...enjoy...and I will be uploading pictures/vids to break up this text (and that of future text!) in short order.....


SIX JOB-LIKE THINGS THAT COULD BE FUN

-> ART BROKER
Know a good thing/relic/artifact when I see it? Do I EVAR! Um, ya, why not?

-> DANCING LESSONS
This is Narcissism in Action...and I LOVE it! =)

-> FREELANCE RESEARCHER/SECRETARY
Well, as many of you are well aware, I art quite the infovore!!! Yeah, emphasis on the FREE part of it....I still don't quite 'get' the idea of getting paid TO learn. But, ya =)

-> MANUSCRIPT EDITING
Totally! I can be verbose on my own behalf at times, but I know when and where to snip it...on behalf of others. Totally.

-> TRANSLATING/INTERPRETING
I already do this with disturbing regularity ( ;) ) , but I guess, in this instance, it would be like....quadruplifying the sheer amount of data and quantum and the like....hmm....

SIX JOB-LIKE THINGS THAT ARE F***K-NO-GO!!!

-> ANTIQUE REBUILD/REFINISH
Because I have a tendency to not 'get it' when it comes to exacting precision when dealing with delicacies....I'm the Ram in the China shop (no bueno!)

-> GRINDING AND SHARPENING <BUT NOT IN *THAT* WAY>
Well, I'm no Jodi....
(KIDDING!!! Or, wait...lol...I actually think she got a pretty raw deal per her send-off gift to the Undertaker (or, perhaps, inelastic stony walls ad nauseam). I can see 2nd degree or manslaughter. I see no pre-med in that woman, is all. Those bro-roomies are so very, very... privileged.  I'mma say it....Just sayin'. *shrugs*)

-> PRINTING AND SERVICES
I get ENOUGH of this insanity with day-to-day processings of me own. I'll pass on any extra duties in this area for the foreseeable future!

-> RECORDING SPECIAL EVENTS
'Cuz I'd want to be IN the movie(s).....duh....And that's not fair!!! lol

-> PROSPECT LIST COMPILATION
Too much like hunting for Bambi! Aww...

-> SEWING INSTRUCTION/PATTERN RE-MAKING
Me and needles do NOT get along. Never have, never will. Can you say, OUCH?!?! rofl

And, like I said before, exacting precision with literal, small tiny objects and measurements...and maths....are you kidding me?!?! 

If my seams distress themselves, it's off to the vintage store or shopping mall...or the nether regions of my closet. I can fill the gap! <giggles>


Laisse-tomber, quoi!

Sandra LONDON


Follow The Grind

Monday, May 13, 2013

~Our Little Death~ (NEW Erotica- Poetry)

Follow The Grind




I'll Put You Up
Along My Smile

Bring You Back Down
Under Awhile



Fill You With Life
With A Whisp O' Death

'Til We're Both Running
Clear
Out Of Breath


'Til We Expire
On Sins and Sighs

On Dreams and Fears
Upon Our Thighs



We'll Bury Deep
Here
Counting Sheep

To Rise And Shine
In Our Daily Grind




-THE END


In Exhale,
Sandra LONDON






Sunday, May 12, 2013

~ Happy Hot Mamis' Day: For Goodness' Sake =) ~

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY  ~@
Flowers Spring To Blossom Where She Walks
The Careful Ways of Duty;

Our Hard, Stiff Lines Of Life With Her
Are Flowing Curves of Beauty

- John Greenleaf Whittier
Follow The Grind

Monday, May 6, 2013

Happy Moan Day: With XXX Chat from SexCon Naked Girls and Playtime


Listen to internet radio with imsandralondon on BlogTalkRadio
Happy Moan Day, Grinders!!!
Last night was....WILD. 
And that is putting it rather mildly. 
Did you miss out?!?!
Listen to the sounds of  moans, squeals, exhales, and exactly which brand of "Special" is most inclusive of my buddies and me on the wire last night!!!
LiveandGrind

Rewind Your Cinco,
Sandra LONDON
Follow The Grind

Friday, May 3, 2013

***Attn: Special Two Hour Super Sunday Edition of Playtime This Weekend




Ok, yeah. What the heck, sugar bunnies?!!?! How the hell are ya? <Yeah, Is it not hot as Hades down in the SoCal and yonder?>

Um, it is now officially May 2013, and I have no way to tell you heads or tails as to where the heck April went!  

Perhaps you have noticed....and yeah, "I" have noticed, as well....that I have been rather sparse lately...
or, at least last month, with regular postings/updates/pics, etc.

 I'm sad about that, but can I just tell you.....if you could see the sheer amount of energy, work, toil, sweat, paperwork, heavy lifting, and general thin-spreading I have been up to, as of late, you would be.....well, me.

Or, like me. Or, um...lol....

Um, yes, but, never fear!!!!

I am, as I now type, making a silent, cerebral oath or what have you to get right back to my more usual updatings....

Now with MORE capabilities, features, possibilities, and...uhh....like..just, like, I dunno...stuff that you will likely think is cool/novel/neato/wtf....

I am happy with any and/or all of the aforementioned sentiments, so long as the Grind tickles your tatas, twigs, berries, peaches....and whiskers...=)

I totally have started most every day with the 'idea' to post something, template pulled up all pretty-like...and a very pretty, quite well-rounded theme and such to boot..!

But, in-betwixt all the In-Real-Time deadlines, upgrades, and positionings and all, well....like, somehow...

Themes became drafts which.....can become dusty rather quickly...or draft-y or....

Well, um, does that count as an explanation yet?

Plz say yes!

Ok, cool.

Um, well, the point of tonight's post was to gear you all up for this Sunday's broadcast, which will be two hours to make up for last week's unrequited broadcast.

I totally tried, y'all, but um, I swear, I could get nearly every page BUT the log-in page of BlogTalkRadio to work on my laptop...and it took until well past 930pm to even pull up the BTR homepage.

I was livid!

And, yet, it is not the net's knot that caused the lack of virtual studio entry.....it was the wavy wires that bind. 

The horror!

Well, all is swell and awesome now.

 I hope you will tune in and turn me up, so I can turn you on and wind you down this Sunday evening, ladies and gentlepersons. ;)

Swooning Soon,
Sandra LONDON

Follow The Grind